Birthday and remembrance

So the last blog I wrote I only just uploaded and I wanted to make another blog as today is a special day.

14 years ago today my first son was born Callum Reece Inman I can't believe how fast the time has gone! It makes me feel really old! I remember the day he was born like it was yesterday even though I was only 18! The feeling at the moment of birth is the happiest feeling and a very strange emotion that nothing else can replicate. It's a feeling of happiness relief surprise glad that the baby is ok and that the mother is ok. You feel proud and self achievement. It's hard to believe that you can make a human being when you think about it nature is amazing.

I sent Callum a message this morning wishing him a happy birthday. This might sound odd but the last time I sent a card containing money it got posted back to me. So now I'm just showing that I never forget him and that I love him no matter what. It's really sad. :'(

Today is also my grandma's birthday Ethel may Brooks born 30th of January 1920! 80 years apart from Callum. Grandma thought it was amazing that Callum was born on her birthday she loved it! I really miss going round to see grandma and grandad (my olde bod)!
It was such a nice loving place to be, more so than home.
We always used to cook together but on certain days which I think was on a Wednesday when she used to go to the derby and Joan club the kitchen was closed! Lol. Old people really have there funny ways where there set in there ways and there's no changing them!

So ending this blog with good thoughts on this day of mixed emotions happy memories of those who are not with us and of those that can't be with us (me)

I hope Callum has a nice day, and that my grandad is at the bar ordering a pint of kimberley ale and a cheap one for the wife (slimline tonic water ice and a slice of lemon)

Much love xxxxxxxx